Eli is moved in... And once again, I totally lose my resolve when he worries me. I've eaten more in the past 24 hours than I have in the past week. BULL SHIT.
I'm starting over. I hit the gym before classes in the morning. Time for for real boot camp. I'm done with this.
"I want to feel your bones on my bones."
yeah. bones. My ribs were showing up... I'm not going to lose this because I am a weakling. I have everything going for me. Everything is pushing me to do this right. I'll be thin by christmas, and skinny by spring break.
Time to trust myself.
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Starting over.
Ana Boot Camp #2
Day 1: 400 Cal
No excuses. If I don't follow this, I don't even deserve to be thin.
xxxblakexxx
you do deserve to be thin and i trust you too. stay strong girl xx
ReplyDeleteyour amazing! your GOING TO DO THIS I BELIEVE IN U!
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