UGH UGH UGH UGH!!!
I failed today, miserably.
a 60 cal salad, (that was the only okay part)
and a patty melt from Arby's ( I worked late, and my manager made it for me when i almost passed out while taking someones order.)
It's okay though, I made it almost four days. I am probably going to binge a whole bunch tonight, and then start again, for another two and a half days. I am really upset about not making it, but the good news was. When I ate, I felt so guilty I didn't even enjoy it. THANK GOD. Tomorrow I'll be back on track! I'm giving myself the next 30 minutes to eat whatever I want in small amounts. Then I'll be back on track tomorrow. And hopefully won't make any more mistakes before tuesday night, when I have to eat before I swim wednesday.
Oh, and an interesting development. I may not have a place to live now, After I move in, just about everything I own. I find out that if you're under 18 you aren't allowed to rent. So basically. I have to tell the truth and get kicked out. Or lie my ass off hope for the best. And probably get kicked out. Any opinions? I'm going to mention, I don't have a place to go. And if I go back to my parents house I lose my job... Food for thought, keep me strong lovelies,
I'll let you know how my new day 1 goes tomorrow.
Stay strong, think thin, live Ana.