Good news: I'm in my new place for the first night, which is pretty exciting!
Bad news: I almost broke my fast today.
Better news: I managed to get myself under control.
So Day three was successful, and as is said. Three days to make a habit. It's all smooth sailing from here! However, I do feel bad about something. And I have a confession to make. In advance, Chiara, I'm sorry. I lied. I was asked if I'd eaten, and I didn't, which to anyone else wouldn't be a big deal in my mind. because deception is part of all of this. But to Chiara, it's different. I feel badly about it because she knows me better than that. So lying was just pointless. And I just feel like a miserable person about it...
Having said that, I felt ridiculously strong sitting in one of my favorite restaurants today eating nothing, just drinking ice water. I had to text someone for support there because I was sure I was going to just cave. But I didn't. Thank God, I fucking didn't. All of this work would have gone to waste.
On a side note, I realized that whether or not I want to. I have to eat on tuesday and wednesday, because of my lifeguard re-certifications. I need fuel for that. But I can fast as soon as its over and I leave my parents house. At least I will get plenty of exercise to offset the ridiculousness of everything I will have to ingest.
I'll be back to let you know how day 4 goes.
Stay strong lovelies