FAT FUCK.

I hate myself.

I'm not eating. I am not going to try any more to make anyone happy. I'm done with the BS. If phillip wants to eat. He can go right ahead. I won't be joining him. I will be in the 130s in a couple of short weeks if I do this right. Now is the time. Enough is enough..

Liquid/Juice/Water (all under 100 cal per day) fast starting.... NOW.

Anyone feel like joining? I'm going to get my gym membership up and running tomorrow. I'm done being the fatass...


I just can't anymore. I'd rather be dead than hate myself this much.

3 miles. Tonight
2 miles tomorrow/plus the gym workout.
3 mile run and strength/stretch plus gymnastics on thursday.
Friday I will be at the gym.
Saturday I will be at the gym
Sunday I will run/jog/walk/move my body 4 miles.
Monday I will run 3 miles.
Tuesday I will be thinner than I am today.

Join me lovelies I could use the motivation... And maybe some healthy/not really competition?

anasarms@hotmail.com
I also have AIM and msn (anasarms)
if you are US and want my number shoot me an email

xxxblakexxx
stay strong(er than me), think thin(ner than me), live ana.