Wtf. I'm trying this
workout program and meal plan… It is supposed to glean some really great
results but there is so much food. There hasn't been a single day this week
that I could eat everything on the meal plan.
I also saw a psych
yesterday. I'm not totally sold on the whole idea but I have so much
anxiety… I'm not talking to him about any Ana stuff. This is just about life stuff and school. But talking about feelings is better
than eating them. So I'll keep seeing him once a week or so. Apparently I have adjustment disorder. Which I think is a kind way to say I am a complete control freak that cant handle changes I don't have complete power over... Shocker.
The second week of
school and I haven't lost any more weight. But it has at least stayed constant
at 149.
I still have at
least 15 pounds to go though.
5 more by the end of
October.
This has to happen.
I'm so desperate
xxblake
xxblake
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