I never thought I’d see this number on the scale again. It seems too good to be true. But now that I know it is here. I just want to get into the 130s before I let go of the fast/eat anything. I just want to see the number. It’s been my landmark for a really long time. And if I pass it a bit, I’ll feel better about my dads birthday dinner.
This could really be it. I could be tipping over that plateau. Finally.
But its been a long day, and my weight is up a pound since I woke up, given, I had more broth so I could be retaining water. But I really hope it’ll be gone tomorrow.
I need to be successful.
I’m thinking I’m going to eat tomorrow. Only fruits and vegetables. That way my body will be okay processing things for my dads birthday on sunday.
I don’t know.
I just want to eat.
It’s been four days. That should be enough right?
Ana is telling me it isn’t and I don’t know what to do, I don’t even think I’m hungry. I just want to feel something. Anything other than liquid in my stomach.
What do I do?
I just want to be thin....