I think this weekend screwed me up. I feel so freaking hungry and it's hard to deal with it around Eli. I can't just do sit-ups or work it off another way. I feel fat. and awful. and I swear I have five pounds of food in me.
I know I haven't gained "real" weight, but I'm bloated and heavy feeling. And it's making it harder to stop.
Just kill me now. I'd been so good.