"If the meds make you think suicidal thoughts, stop taking them, call me. And don't worry, because it's not you. It's the meds."
What if it isn't the meds, what if it's me, 100%?
What if I just don't think life has much to offer anymore?
What if I really think I'm always going to be this fat?
What if I'm right?
I see my doctor tomorrow, it should be interesting... It always is.
Love you all, stay strong for me, I'll be back, I mean really back, in just another week and a half.