Through all the holiday eating I've had to do, the scale blessed me with 134.5 today. No where near where I want to be. But there is the potential for it to be so much worse. Today/Tomorrow is christmas, so I won't get to go for a jog like I'd like. But I'll get to crack back down on monday. I've done a decent amount of exercising, and it is superbly easy to get away with just one meal a day at my parents house. It'll be nice going back to uni the same weight (thinner?) as before. Then I won't have any more work than I have to...
For everyone trying to survive the holidays with family and friends, I wish you well. Drink lots of water. But also try and enjoy yourself. Holidays are the most terrifying days to me, so my focus tomorrow is to just try and have fun, avoid food, but have fun most importantly.
This day comes once a year and no matter what I'd like to think, it isn't worth an argument with anyone about what I'm eating. 
I hope you all are doing well, I'll get back on the blogging horse soon, I promise.
xxxblakexxxstay strong, think thin. you can do this.
Merry Christmas to All, and to All a Good Night!
