I can exercise and diet and do whatever I want really.
Haha except not.
Eli is around. Phillip moved in. I have no privacy. and I feel absolutely ginormous.
In truth I'm at 144.8, well I was last night after i was totally gorged with food. keeping that in mind I'm probably 143? maybe even 142. But I'm not sure and it bugs me... I want it to be in the damn 130s.
Soon. very. fucking. soon.
I have 2 weeks to see it. I know i don't want deadlines. but I have to see that number. enough is enough.
wish me luck.
oh and if anyone has been invited to read twiglegs.blogspot.com you should comment or email me (firstname.lastname@example.org) because I'd like to request an invitation which is slightly hard without being able to find the profile.