Apr 22, 2011

Inner Strength

Yesterday was weird...

I'd been doing so good. And then, without even thinking I was eating a 600 calorie sandwich. Generally this begins a binge for me, that I can't recover from. But not this time, this time. I was strong. I got home and headed straight for the kitchen, sure that I would eat everything in sight. I cut myself a tiny slice of cheese and half way through it, something clicked. And I stopped. Just like that.

It's a kind of strength I didn't know I had, maybe because I've let off some of the pressure. I don't feel like I'm scrambling. There are no deadlines right now. I don't have to eat everything in sight, because I know I'm going to eat at some point.

It felt good. It was, powerful.
Ladies, Keep your vision clear. Focus on your goals. You have this.
xxxblakexxx

3 comments:

  1. I'm so proud of you for finding that strength. You're fabulous <3

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  2. that's wonderful.. and you just inspired me with that, gave me the little kick i needed.. thank you!

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  3. yay for control! it feels awesome, doesn't it? hey, can you do me a favor and check out my blog? some followers would be awesome motivation. thanks! stay strong :) http://myfriendana-incense.blogspot.com/

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