Things are falling together in my life for the first time.
I feel like this is going to be a different type of pro-ana. I don't have the angst I'm supposed to have. haha maybe a bit of the self-loathing. But everything is just going so fuckin' well!
For example: Part of the Boyfriends Facebook message.
"what I'm trying to say is that your 17 but have already made it so far, and I cant wait to see where you go in your life, and I cant wait to see our relationship grow, I really feel good about this one. so when your feeling down, smile cause I really like you and dont know what I would do with out you. and I'm looking forward to living with you next year...I know you may not like your birthday that much, but its one of my favorite days because with out that day in history, I would have never met you."
I am twitter-pated. =D I feel like a small child. It's an odd sensation! But I'm really happy. And I'm ready to not only lose weight, but to get in really good shape. Because guys like Eli... They don't date girls that can't keep up with them. And right now I can't. So somethings gotta give. And it will. I have time. ;]
I hope everyones days are going amaaaazing! I'm 17 in 20ish minutes! =0
A birthday without calorie counting is in order! I'll worry about it all on wednesday anyway! Then i can exercise like crazy and fast! But I'm going to enjoy my day! =D
Love you ladies like crazy!